The all-year sinuses, dizzy spells, and fear of spreading germs earned me an early trip home from work today. Coupled with a free off-day tomorrow and my regular off days on Wednesday/Thursday, this will give me 3 1/2 days to decide what to do about short-term life.
I do apologize for yesterday's entry, if it seems to be so bitter. But when you live paycheck to paycheck like I do, you tend not to be the most optimistic person in the world. Mind you, I don't label myself as pessimistic, but "realistic" these days, and fear of failure is always realistic. If I dwelled on it too much yesterday, please forgive me.
I have much cleaning & organizing to do, plus many people to talk to - not just the doctors. I have to know where my next steps will take me.
